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Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for its just about to turn; Don't quit over doubts and questions, for there's something you may learn. Don't quit when the night is darkest, for its just a while 'til dawn; Don't quit when you've run the farthest, for the race is almost won. Don't quit when the hill is steepest, for your goal is almost nigh; Don't quit for you're not a failure, until you fail to try. -Jill Wolf
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Friday, March 12, 2004

The reason I haven't been updating this thing is because of my internet browser doesn't allow it for some stupid reason. Ah well.

I've decided to get healthy once again. I seriously need to have a dairy for that. I have one for poems and spiritual stuff, one for friends, and one for food. This will be the one for food. Only if the pop ups don't bother me too much. I very well could use my greatest journal. I'm not sure yet. I need to update that one soon though.

 

Maybe I will. Its betterer.


Thursday, November 13, 2003

Ok, I've eaten the top of a pound cake, and I plan on having a cup of broccoli, potatoes and cheese. The pound cake is probably 50 calories, and the veggies will be about 120 calories. I'll probably make iced tea for drinks.

So far, so good. My goal is to eat only 500 calories today. And every day after it.

I'm not burning much in the way of calories, what with such a sedentary life, but I should start loosing weight soon. I've decided to only weigh myself once a week. I weighed myself on Tuesday, so that'll be the day.

I weighed 272. Thats the highest its been in a while.

I think I need to keep focusing on my breathing techniques, because I did a PM yoga last night, and it helped tremendously. I remember the first time I did that tape, and I was breathing so hard. I wasn't this time. I think breathing definitely makes yoga easier. (silly me...)

 


Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Ok, so I'm back. yippee!

I've decided to make this my food log. All food related thoughts will be here. All life related things will be on my diaryland journal, and all of my Harry Potter thoughts are going to be on greatest journal.

This is a fresh start for me. Wish me luck.


Saturday, July 12, 2003

Ok, well, today I weighed in at 260. Hopefully, I can get down to 255 by next friday. That would be so great. I'd be on my way. I'm so excited.

I ate a bit yesterday, but generally, a lot less then normal. I think its just the fact that we have no food in the house to pig out on.

Today I've had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich (600) and a glass of milk (200). So I'm not off to a very good start. I did do five minutes of yoga, and I plan on walking at least two miles today. As soon as I  post this, I'm doing 50 crunches. 

I need to fix my comment box... I think perhaps thats why no one is leaving me props-- they can't. 


Thursday, July 10, 2003

They say beauty is in the eye of the holder- so if i'm so fat and ugly, who are they to say i'm wrong?

So, I ate a bit more, but I did walk some. Probably about 3/4's of a mile. I should go out for another walk, but it so hot out right now... maybe thats a good, thing, who knows.

I had a bowl of tomato soup (60) half a large snickers (120) a glass of soda (120) 10 corn chips (100) and a popcicle (30). 430? plus what? another 330?

760. Thats better than I've done all year. So I'm going to do 50 crunches RIGHT now, and then I'll call it a day.

I would like to say, all of those concidering Liportprin(sp) (also known as Anorex) don't! Its not worth 153 dollars! I didn't even finish my bottle, and now I can't work out hard with out having palpatations. NOT good diggins, man. It totally fucked my body up. I can't take asprin any more either because it makes me break out in hives. It never used to do that.

So... go me today! I'm so proud! 264. I can't wait till tomorrow!



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